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THe best day ever!

Noon: Beach, Lunch, Beach, Sailing, Beers, BBQ, Beach
8 pm: Shower, go out, bands, parties, dancing
Midnight: Night swim, skinny dipping, and late night dance party ... 2AM!

This is paradise.

Fabulous Days, So Fabulous!!! Life is beautiful!

Today:
7 AM: baking... new recipe for oat bars w/honey buttercream frosting!!!!
10 AM: swimming the big bad sea... all alone! such a rush.
No class until 1!!!!!

It has been so hard to do ANYTHING these days... it's so beautiful outside.

I woke up early yesterday to write a paper, then went swimsuit shopping for an hour before going to class at 1pm. THen I went straight to the beach, and didn't go home until dinnertime, before going to the library to write two papers! My new schedule is beach by day, and hw by night- whihc means NO sleep. I live off of rockstars, coffee, and sugar/candy. HORRIBLE. but so worth it!

I only had half a bottle of beer at the beach yesterday- just for the heck of it and because i know I can! :-p

My absolutely fabulous day:

7:00 AM Wake up, breakfast on the balcony
9:00 AM Shopping downtown, lunch
Noon-5pm: Beach: INDESCRIBABLE, good crowd, good vibes, and good times.
Then, baking, back to beach for swimming and sun
8:00 PM Clean house, shower, and relaxin!

and NOW? 2 papers and 2 more this wk! :-(

Sobriety is AMAZING.
Had best time partying by night, beaching it by day.

Wishlist (in progress):
1. Amelie DVD
2. Juicer
3. Chi Hair Straightener
4. Manicure/Pedicure GIft Cards
5. Dehydrator
6. Coffee card

I heard screaming and sobbing outside my window around midnight and walked out. She was hysterically sad and angry, and her friends were holding her back, persuading her to leave. She did, after she shouted back at the guys "Don't ever do that again!"

Bystanders just laughed, but I know what goes on in that house and how those guys are. She probably wasn't crazy, just put in the same situation as i was...

And the guy had the nerve to say: "She was in my house, I can do .... the fuck I want."

I'm so sad. They just don't get it. They don't know right from wrong.

But then, who know's what really happened? Maybe she was just a crazy bitch.

Farmer's Market and Cooking w/Jacky

Soup!
Boil Kale stems until make flavorful broth. Remove stems, add chopped kale leaves, slivers of white onion. Add olive oil, top with large pearled couscous. Sprinkle with nutritional yeast before serving...

Salad!
Torn leaves of Shuku herb, halved cherry tomatoes, T lemon juice, 2 T olive oil, sliced raw garlic, pepper.

Dessert!
1/2 c Sugar
1/2 c Soy milk
2 T Cornstarch

Simmer, whisking, until thickened. Add:

3 T lemon juice
2 T grated lemon

Pour over block of silken tofu in blender. Blend about 15 seconds. Chill. Top with strawberries/honey.

Just think of the others that have crossed their paths, and those who eventually will.

And yes, it happened again.
Except this time I broke away, and I remembered.

Ruthless, sick, and selfish...
they themselves are nothing but scum.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.